My name is Miw. I am a girl who is can not cry. Who is happily girl? Since I found a many things that passed into my life. It was made my heart to be many things; it made me to be a girl who is can cry…Cry and cry…
          Have you ever needed someone to walk beside and hold the hand of each others? Yes, Sure! You were. What about me? Yeah! I was I want to have someone love and understand me. And the one come true…Come and gone! It was not start our relationship…Do you understand? It was not love yet but it was make me pain inside. It made me pain inside so much. Because I already gave my heart and myself.
          “Lost my heart and myself” I lost it for gave him also I gave him all of my life. My body that I love with him. I felt happy when I had to said it and thinking about that time. And sad wanted to forward to that time too. But I know it is can not to do like that.
          He ever promised ‘I will stay with you forever and ever’ He said ‘He could not stay with me some days because he was working or whatever. It is ok! I understand and agree with it. I ever happy that we belong together. But it was not a long time…No good-bye word. No face of him. Just know the empty feel inside my heart. I can not do anything well…Just thought he might work or whatever but now it was too long tried to think he will not leave me.
          He just goes somewhere. At least I can live by myself. All of the day I live alone in condominium. Get up; Take a shower, and Get dresses, Eat… Someday I could not eat so much it was not an idea to scare is I fat. But I could not eat no feel wanted to eat.
          If you ask me…Am I lonely? Yes, I am. Need someone to call me, to take me anywhere we want to go! Eat together. But how I can do? I do not want to run and get the love and I believe someday the love will come to me.
          But there are have too. But it was wrong that I like to choice. Example; Handsome, White skin, Height 175+, Rich and clean. And I found it! Just 3-4 people. I know them from pub and bar. We were agreed to be the lover. And I gave him myself so easy…This is the sadness story.